I am getting old..yeah I know, so is everyone else.....I am realizing this now because since I have had the internet I have hooked back up with friends I have not even remotely heard from in 25-30 years!!!! We are now older than our parents were when we used to hang out.....the wonderful thing is that being apart all these years has erased all the stupid kid crap that drove us apart in the first place! When you are a kid it is so important to fit in with your peers...if you didnt..you didnt have friends, or worse, the people you thought were your friends made blatant fun of you..........now our differences are interesting and entertaining and a thing to talk about....there are new partners to meet and kids....stories to share of all the lost years.....
on another note.Damodara prayers have been going on since Oct 15, and I have managed to get me and the twins to the temple 3 times since then...the twins are already expert in offering the ghee wick to Damodara.Jaya has not been with us every time as he is having trouble behaving.. I know it cant be right to withold God from a kid for punishment (that just SOUNDS awful) but he doesnt understand...he just knows he doesnt behave, he cant go see Krishna...we see the shrink tomorrow so I will ask her what to do.. he just cant understand consequence...but then again, it it so wrong for me to want to share something nice and peacefull with my twins? I know I am supposed to love him as if he was my own , but I have to admit I feel cheated out of time with my babies.. custodial step parenting is a double edged sword........
Padma is soooo devout.she patiently asks me every day if we can go see Krishna..and if I tell her not today, she doesnt get mad, she just asks, "tomorrow?" I am so in love with my little girl.
Rama is testing me big time, I have a bad feeling that Laine was just a warm up for him.....I can honestly say his physical beauty is all that is saving him right now, lol..he is just too cute to beat!
Still off work, still fighting with Jaya's bio mom, and still hanging in here..........
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Hi Angela,
Thanks for commenting on my blog. Adrian and I ate at Kalachandji's at least once a week when we lived in Dallas; it's my favorite restaurant there.
Nice to know you!
Lisa
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